::: hari paling siott!!!! :::

 bilek terkunci..

trtggal kwn punye form..

pegi test lengang2..

b4 abes test da kua..
(bjet terer jew)

then balek jln kaki...

amik form tuh.. 
(cm tadew hrpan..tcilap)

plus++ lagie..

tersentap sgt td..sorie..

juz too sad..

xpenah kne mrh cmtue...

xpew..lets it go..
dah2,cool la shiro...

slh aku jugak..

~i'm so sorie~

::: maaf abah..mybe along lupew :'( :::

pooonnnnnnnnnn!!!!

cisss da dekat utm da pon..!!hishhh..kejap bebenor cutie....huhuhu

tapew....

smlm b4 bus ak kol 10.45mlm...

ak dtg kol 10.40 cm tuh arr...dkt2 10.50 gk ar cmpi bustop tuh..gara2 susoh nk tggl abah n umie..hahaha *wekkk :P

ak pown teross ckp kt abah mybe bus ak da adew tuh smbil tnjuk bus MAju yg xbpew maju..keh3..

abah:oke2...abah benti kt tepi jln kt nge bus teros la ek..

aku:oke..

lpas2 slm2 sume ak pegi kt bus tuh..lpas tye sume mmg sah tu bus ak..

dye tggu ak jew kot sorg agie..lpas ak nek jew teros gerak..hahhha

*seb bek xkne tggl...

b4 tuh..

abah ade tye blek utm nek pew.."cab la bah"...

abah:erm..sapa lm kol 6 gtu nie....tggu ceroh cket dlu bru nek teksi tuh...

risau bebenoo abah ak neyh..mesty xcaye ak boley ney..haih..

aku:hoo...oke2...

sehari before tuh pulak...

aku:abah,abh de gi jom heboh kew ary tu??

abah:ehh...hooo..adew...

dye mesty rse bsalah tuh..hahhahaha mesty kejot cmne ak dpt tahu..adeq2 ak la btaw ak...huhuhu

byse abah xkn btaw sbb takowt ak tacink ow cdeyh...sbb tue abah wt senyap jew..huhhuhu

since ak duk hstel dr form 1 agie cm tuh..mesty abh igt ak trse tue...huhuhu

aku: eleyhhh...along gie jugok jom eboh...(muke xcited)

abah:ehh..bilew pulok??hoo...hok dekat danga bay hohh??

aku:holaa....hehehe...

abah:dop kabo(bgtahu) ke abah pon ek g dinung..

haaa..weyhh la...ak xbtaw kew??alamakkk...

aku:eh...along dop kabo kew??xigat kot...mybe along kabo nk kuo...tp dop kabo gi jom eboh tue...(ayat cover molekk..hahahaaa)

abah:....

ala....adoiii...sorie2..mybe tue along xsngaje abah...

lpas neyh along g mne2 along btaw ek....sorie....:'(

muke abah ak nmpk cdeyh gilew...aiyyaaaa....

abah:lpas ney,xyoh kuor sgt la...exam dkt doh...kabo ke abh dlu...

aku:oo..oke2....

perghhh..ak rse bsalah gilew kowt..sumpah!!rse nk nages pon adew weyh....

haihh...lpas ney along jnji klu along g mne2 along btaw abah oke2..

klu abah kte boleyh kluar,bwu along kuar!! janji!!

P~E~A~C~E

I LOVE MY ABAH n MY UMIE dammmm mucchhhh!!! :*

mood:tulun la benti saket pewoott...mls da nk g toilet neyh :'(

::: tibe2 jadik bgge jap..hahahahaa :::

pe bnde tah yg aku nk bgge sgt tuh..

haih...acu tgok ney...acu tgok...

tarrraaaaaaaaa...

tengok elok2..dgn mate hati yew...huhuhuhu

UTM at 2nd place 4 country rank...

bangga jap jdik stdent utm..hahhahahaa

bia la no 2 pown...xpew2 at least kitew dpt TOP 3!!!*kagumm jap :)

next kitew lwn usm lak ehh..hehehhe

u dun believe me...tgk link neyh ^_^

TOP UNIVERSITIES IN MALAYSIA

mood : homie ohh homie..hehehhehe

pluss++ epi sbb erkkk...kenyang bwu lpas mam durian..

my feberet tuh ^^

mekaseh my abah :)

::: i'm juz LikE nOthinG :::

why should dis hppen to me???

am i too annoying??wut i noe juz im not a perfect person n doesnt one in dis world is PERFECT!

everyone hve their own kindliness n badness..

its ol about me...

when moon rises at nite..:'(

tears fill my eyes...

I feel a hole in me...

I feel as sumthing missing...

I feel lonely n I feel soo sad..

There was a tyme..

we were happy n close..

NOW I want you to b here...

I want to again be whole...

The day when you left me alone is the darkest day of my life....my eyes have forgot to smile,...my face has left glowing,....my lips are pale...my life is just a barren land on which no thing can be produced...Oh my god...why did you do this to me?....??!!

~sumtimes i feel like i'm juz nothing~

~ brighten my life again ~

::: AKu BenCi RoKoK :::

wooott....wooot....

hurmmm..tetibe terpggil lak utk join segmen neyh...

oleh ABANG BEN sal rokok neyh...

oke firstly how 2 join dis segmen...

juz folow da steps below:

1. letak bnner neyh...

2. Tajuk : AKU BENCI ROKOK dan linkkan ke entri ini ..

3. Sila nyatakan KENAPA ANDA BENCI ROKOK ? Mesti lebih dari 100 patah perkataan ..

4. Pesanan buat mereka yang merokok dan bakal merokok !

5. Pendapat anda mengenai mereka yang merokok ini .. 

okeyh....kenape AKU BENCI ROKOK??

story sal rokok neyh ak rse cm gerammmm sgt3 kat sume smokers...WHY???

sebb dorg dah menyusahkn idop org sekeliling...dorg yg smoke,tp sapew yg agie terok dpt padahnyew..

korg tahu???tahu x???xkn tak tahu kn...da bpew kali nk ulang kt tv,newspper sume bagai...

yg tggung akibat dr merokok neyh bkn si smoker tuh..TAPI aku!!! aku tahu tak!!

aku aka korg sume (yg xsmoke)....asap rokok tuh lebeyh bhye utk org sekeliling...

lau aku..mmg tak boleyh bau asap rokok sgt..6t cm tak boleyh nk bernafas..sesak jadik nyew!!

tak tahu napew..even lau ak jln tepi org yg smoke,mesty ak akn tahan nafas..lau x than sgt,kne ttup idong dr bau asap tuh...

terpkse la...lagie ak hidu lagie ak rase sesak nafas...haih..keciann la kt aku weyhh :'(

smoker mmg sah2 dah kitew tahu mcm2 boleyh dpt penyakit kn...TApi...

si penghidu asap rokok neyh lagie berisiko tggi utk dpt penyait bhye...DAMMM!!SHITT!!

bengang tol larh aku...alaaa,korg pown sme jew kn...bengang gak an..not only me..hahahha :P

kndungan dlm rokok tuh tok sah ckp larh betape byk nyew bhn2 berbhye kn..,,haih..

tak sedar diri betol larh para2 smokers neyh..

TAr..nikotin bagai..euuwww...

apoo nak di katoo erhhh???ishkkk...

aku penah adew sowg mmber neyh yg ADDICTED gilew ngn rokok kt skul dlu...

erm...korg nak tahu..

dye neyh kan pntang adew gap kelas kejap..ow if cekgu ta masok kls kew kn...

mesty tadew wajah dye kt kelas...

oke!!ak da tahu dye kt mne!!korg tahu kew??tak kn...hahahaha

op kos la pegi balek hstel....smoke la..pew lagie..*lau gate hstel xbrkunci bleyh la msok..lau tak abes la ko..hahahha

erm...then dye penah story kt aku...dye ckp lau dye trjage kol 3 ow 4 pagie..yg 1st dye crik ROKOK larhh..

bngun tdow jew ROKOK...bangun jew ROKOK..gilok toll!!

bangang betol larh kn...haih...tp ak penah la nsehat dye tuh...

kurg kn smoke sume...bilew da kurg tuh,insyaallah boleyh benti smoke tuh..

tapi skunk aku tak tahu la cmne...sbb da lme xcntact...hope dye bnti la smoke..

SORIE ak ckp kt cnie...ak mmg tak sukew sgt3 ngn smoker..

pantang betol aku ngn laki smoker neyh...pempuan yg smoke pown ak geram... 

even lau aku adew bf smoker..mmg aku tggl jew kt ctu jugak..hahahhaa

pdm muke...spew swoh smoke..kah3...

*bilew soal ney mmg tak dew dolak-dalih eyh..muahhahaha :P

~M~A~A~F~

even if future hsbnd aku smoker(hope tak smoke larh) ,insyaallah ak nsihat n swuh dye kurg n then benti teros dr smoke tuh..aminn2 :)

my ADVICE ^^

so..pade sumew smoker2 kt luar tuh...

pliisssss laaa sgt3....ak merayu kt korg...STOP smoking okeyh!!

try la bz kn diri korg....mkn byk buah2an..duit yg korg wt beli rokok tuh da boleyh smpan utk kawen dah..

haih..korg neyh mmg ta syg duit eyh...xpham den...

ingat2 lah...jgn myesal kemudian oke ^^

pendapat pade si smokers :
erm..agak nyew dorg neyh ta syg nyawe kowt...weyhh...ingat larhhh..
korg ade peluang skali jew utk idop kt dunie neyh....
so..take dat chance to do another kind of activity..
kamoon la korang...

SAYANGI DIRI ANDA SENDIRI SEBELUM DIRI ANDA DISAYANGI ORANG LAIN ^^
katakn TIDAK pade rokok!!

pew bnde ak mngarot tah..hahahha

wahh..pnjang pulak ak mmbebel ary neyh..

boosann kew..??hahahhaha pdm muke korg...

cpew swuh bce...pdm muke...pdm mukew!!

haih...TERASE pulak dah!!?? lau ko trse mesty ko ney smoker kn..??kn2??hahhahaha
lu tggung la sndiri..ni blog gue...gue punyew psl larhh..hahahha

p/s: sori la ek..TERemosi pulak ^^..chill :) 
pew yg aku tulis ney sume dr isi hati aku..c0oL ^^

::: kaDang2 feDuP iTu peRLu :::

DAMMMM!!abes!!mati aku!! diss week will again n again be my emotional week...

dammmm it!! tanak la..tanak tanak!!

today's class was CANCEL...n i think dat it will b POSTPONE to next week!!

juz now, i've planned to go back!! &*(#&#@

oke2..fine!! no need 2 write in such a long sntences..!...

so..hpefully i'll be oke n cn manage myself..

tp still fedup larh!!tyme table adew...but not fully folow...

so...my tyme table become iregular!!cm hampassss!!

its better to erase ol of them!!then make a new tyme table!!

so i can plan when i wanna do dis!! n when i wanna do dat!!
which one should i do 1st..which 1 cn do later..?
(bjet cm bgos sgt jew aku neyh..hahaha..but sometymes i need dat to improve myself especially for becoming a better, excellent mhasiswa) ehem3 ^^
insyaallah ^^

unfortunately, i cant blame anyone,lcturers ( but sometymes i feel like dat..haih) or wat so ever larh!!

astaghfirullah ~

hurmm...as i noe la kn,wif the existance of tyme table ow schedule..its not to make people scattered in mess but as a way to help others in managing their tyme...

so now, wut i've get is i'm not dat cndition!!

its very2 USELESS!!  never n never help me even 4 a small small germ!

mood 2 stdy has never come 2 my life since last week...

donno hws to ovrcome it!!HOW??!

p/s: pliss remind me bout the final exm ye kengkawan...its juz aroun da crner..my 1st pper will be on 28th of April if im not mistaken..

to ol my coursemate n others who will seat 4 their final,i wanna wish ol of u gud luck n ol da best okeyh! ^_~

praying 4 my success too.thanx :)

rse klaka lak bile tringat zman kecik2 dolu2..

haih..mls jew nk citew..huhu

*tbe2 je aku neyh...haih..:P

::: bileW shOpinK,sume Oke :::

hurm....skunk cm oke sket kowt...

last week muke ak asek ketat jew...

~H~O~M~E~S~I~C~K~

sorie la ek kengkawan..hhhuhuhu jmpe mmbe aku pon muke tanak senyum...

huhh!!hampeh ko neyh!!hahahaha

da la tension ngn autocad lagih..haa..mmg tadew mood lgsung la kn...aippp!!

plus2++ lak gara2 ta boleyh BALEK umah!! :'(

tp stelah kua 2 ary lepas g jj tebrau dpt shopink..cm oke sket..

tadew la nk engat umah jew..hahahaha

haaa....kan ak da ckp...

ajak jew ak shopink,cnpem emosi ak PULIH kembali...hahahahhaha

tuh jew satu2 nyew ubat utk pulih kn kesedihan aku..muahahhahaha :P

da la ngah SALE kn kt ctu..hahahhahaaa rembat la sume...

naseb laaa sapew jdik kwn aku weyh....nak2 cpew yg jadik hsband aku 6t...

dpt gaji nak terooss g shopink...hehheheh buweekkkk :P

gatal~gatal~gatal~

dah2..igt balek pesan abah taw!!

"tapew lah...duk jew la ctu..stdy dlu...mggu dpn lau boleyh balek,balek la...cuti pon dekat dh kn..balek lah...final dkt doh along...blajo tuh lagie pnting...okey??"

aku: okey abah..

haaa...mule la wt air brtakung kt mate tuh...pntang betol abah nasihat ckit..mesty cmtuh...:'(

tp along nk balek la abah...

"yew2...boley balek...lau tadop papew balek la..nie keje dop ciap xyoh la balek..stdy dlu..oke along??"

haaa..hambek kau!!!memg la abah aku neyh....sukew wt aku tacink2 tahu!!huaaaa...mishhh abah umie :'(

aku: yewla2...along dop balek...tp klu free mggu ney along nk balek...

abah: haa..yew...tp blajo dlu...lau tadew papew progrm balek la...

huhuhu....da la aku jnis susah senang nanges!!nak2 lau abah yg ckp...mmg konpem larh meleleh weyhhh!!

syg abah!!!!syg umie!!!!

muahhhhhhhxxxxxx!!!

p/s:arap2 dis week ak ta hmesick sgt lah....berkorban demi pelajaran...study itu lagie penting yew ^^ demi mase depan ^^

::: da BEST facilitator 2011:::

elow guys..elow bloggers sume.....woott...wottt....

sorie guys lame gilew tak hupdate my belog neyh...

actually bz sgt3 skunk...

eseimen+report+prgram=menci2!!

huaaaa..na balek umah pown ta sempat weyh....

but only 1 hope....

'mintak2 abah dtg cinie sbb skunk da stat cutie skolah..amin2'

tp ak wse hrapan hye tggl hrapan la kn...

adeq aku 2 org yg akn amik exam bsr taon nie....abang SPM..tirah UPSR..

sadiss betol larh..dorg adew xtra class....arghhhh!!stressss!!!

ahh...mls nk igt...

now wanna share wif ol of u...my experience being a FACILITATOR!!

seronok weyh..aku pegi kt skul felda smk lokman hakim :)

 [PROKID III]

 

 nie tyme mule2 cmpi cinie...ak duk gelak jew...hahahha

then sorg mmber ak tye npe gelak shiro??

aku: ntah...tbe2 aku teringat tyme aku skolah2 dlu...dlu aku kt bwh tuh cm dorg..skunk aku da jdik fasi ^^

nie abang arip aka abg K.O=ketua operasi..

adeq2 sgt takowt ngn dye..k.o mmg garang deq..huhuhu

 yg bju merah tuh abg fizam aka K.F=ketua fasi

yg lg 1 sobie aka urusetia..

 nie adeq2 aku..ahhaha

 lukisn dorg tyme 'PULAU IMPIAN'..chanteq kn??lau lkisan plg chnteq msty dpt kt grup aku neyh..

 nie dorg sume...

 sblh aku..ANN,SYAHMI,EEZ..

wif fita..

 ABU ^^

nie tyme lps abes sume..

 

 lagak2 fasi..ishk3...:)

p/s: wat sume..thanx taw..lau boleyh ak nk join lg prokid after dis!!

pengalaman yg xkn ak lupew kn ^^